hadn’t realized it had been so long since i posted here. So much and yet so little going on. Lots of small personal crisis’, but nothing that can’t be handled with time.
December has always been a depressing month for me, but more so in the last 3 years. The 3rd anniversary of my mom’s death is the 27th and we still don’t know where her ashes are. My youngest daughter will be 11 years old on the 31st.. where does the time go?? My oldest daughter is 29 now.. my grandsons are six and five.. and i’ll be 50 next month.. yuckkk.. most days i don’t feel that old.. mentally at least.. laffin.. physically is another matter entirely.
Just finished another 5–wk series of shots in knees for the arthritis. They are bone-dry, literally, from Arthur.. hurts to walk, sit, or do anything really.. ache all the time and when walking without my braces, i have a tendency to fall down, so i have to use my cane all the time.. don’t use it in the house much, cuz i have furniture and walls to lean on for support, but anywhere else if i don’t have it, i don’t get around very well. Hopefully tho, with the knee shots every six months, i’ll keep out of a wheelchair or ‘scooter’ for a few more years yet. The VA won’t replace my knees cuz they say i’m too ‘young’ and until the arthritis eats em up entirely, replacing them won’t do any good.. arthur would just eat what is left of the bones and the replacements wouldn’t have anything to hold on to.. so they have to wait until i can’t walk anymore before they’ll do anything.. oh well.
hope everyone has a good holiday season. Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, Happy Kwanza, and a general Happy Holidays to all. Huggggggglez
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